What DO YOU Do When………
Rears It’s Ugly Head???
Hey Jealousy…..Jealousy….. (What’s that song about anyway?)
It’s that ugly green monster or as we call it in our house, Mr. Green. It’s ugly, so very ugly. How do you deal with it when Mr. Green comes knocking on your door? Do you invite him in for tea? Do you close the blinds and pretend you’re not home? Do you run out of the house, screaming at Mr. Green in a rage of anger?
Tonight Mr. Green got the best of me. He came knocking when i was not expecting him and he left splashes of ugly green ink all over my white walls. It was such a good day and i let him get the best of me.
This deployment is so much harder than I imagined it would be. I know, I’ve said this before. I hate the word deployment. What’s with the “ployment” words anyway? Unemployment for instance??? Unemployment = no job. Deployment = no soldier. What’s this all about? I find myself saying ugly things that I don’t mean so that I can protect myself. I just keep asking myself how I’m gonna get through this next year.
I’m thankful for the friends who take the time to listen and understand. You know who you are. Thank you. For tonight, YOU 
